26 December 2006

Breathe...

Had a nice long phone call last night with my family - chatted with Mom & Dad, brother & niece. My sister was sick, so she was unavailable.

It was a nice break & change of pace from the hectic past month that I’ve been running.

I’ve recovered almost all of my lost data - praise the Lord for cool technology like Data Rescue II. It found virtually everything that I was missing - files, email accounts, passwords, registration numbers and more.

As a matter of fact, tonight I was on the phone with Microsoft support to get a registration key for my Virtual PC program (they wanted $10 for it!). As I chatted with the support tech, he asked me to open the program and run it to the point where the registration key is needed. (I had already done this several times today in hopes of getting it to run normally again, but since I have lost/misplaced the registration key, it wouldn’t install.)

Well, as I opened Virtual PC again while on the phone with the tech support guy, it booted right up just like it ran before. So, I told the guy I wasn’t going to pay the $10 for now and am hoping that I can find the reg. key sometime soon.

As well, we received a nice financial gift for Christmas that enables us to start shopping for a new Labrador puppy.

Linda’s sick today - fever (101+, aches & more) and we’re all just wiped out.

I’m prepping for a sermon this coming Monday (Jan. 1, 2007). Not sure what exactly to preach on yet, but I’m sure the Lord has some ideas!

God is good. No matter how difficult life is or how good it is, I can always rely on that - the faithfulness & goodness of God.

I’m breathing a little better now...

22 December 2006

Losing again...

Last week I lost my dog. This week, I lost ALL of my files from my computer. I was trying to be a good little boy and back up everything so that I could do some work on my computer and fix a problem that had plagued me for a while. Anyway, I have been working for the past 3 days with a file recovery program Data Rescue II to find and recover my files - so far, I haven’t found anything of any real encouraging value. A few photos and a couple of programs, but that’s it. Very discouraging. BUT, I still have 120 GIGABYTES of information to cull through to find something, so there is always hope - I have MORE hope - MUCH more hope - in Jesus Christ than in other things.

21 December 2006

Losing again...

Last week I lost my dog. This week, I lost ALL of my files from my computer.

I was trying to be a good little boy and back up everything so that I could do some work on my computer and fix a problem that had plagued me for a while.

Anyway, I have been working for the past 3 days with a file recovery program Data Rescue II to find and recover my files - so far, I haven’t found anything of any real encouraging value. A few photos and a couple of programs, but that’s it. Very discouraging.

BUT, I still have 120 GIGABYTES of information to cull through to find something, so there is always hope - I have MORE hope - MUCH more hope - in Jesus Christ than in other things.


14 December 2006

Death of a buddy


Hero on his favorite couch

They say, “A dog is man’s best friend.” I’m not sure my wife would agree with nor appreciate that statement, but yesterday morning - after 3 weeks of illness with some good progress and depressing setbacks, our 9-year-old yellow Lab retriever named Hero, passed away.

I had been up with him until 1:00am or so forcing him to drink water by squirting it through a plastic needle-less syringe into his mouth - a tedious procedure to say the least. He looked good - really good. He was laying in a sitting up position, holding his head up, eyes bright, nose even a little moist and wagging as I spoke to him.

I hesitated to go to bed because he was in our office on his favorite little couch/bed and not in our bedroom where I could hear him and respond if any need came up. But his condition was so good that I thought he would for sure be okay until Caleb woke up - which I knew would be in only a couple o hours since he had just flown in the day before with Candace from Phoenix, AZ.

Sure enough, Caleb awoke about 3:15 and went in to check on Hero. Hero’s breathing was shallow, labored, and fast. Caleb tried to comfort him and within moments he stopped breathing. Caleb raced upstairs to our room and cried out, “Hero’s not breathing!” Linda woke up immediately and raced down with Caleb. I was seconds behind as my mind began to clear and heard Linda cry out, “HERO! Nooooo! Hero!”

He was gone. As handsome as any Lab could ever be, he lay peacefully on his little couch.

I still hear him, smell him and miss his presence. I woke up this morning and looked toward the foot of our bed where his bed usually lays with him on it. When my alarm rings, Hero’s tail begins to wag as he anticipates me rising from bed, petting his head, greeting him and then calling him to the kitchen for breakfast. He would wait on the rug in the hall as I fixed his food and when it was ready, we would go through his series of “tricks” - sit, shake, bear (sitting with paws raised like an attacking bear), dead (I would shoot the bear), up (back to the sitting position), wait (he would sit patiently waiting for me to give him the “ok” to go eat) and finally, “Okay!” (the signal for clearance to devour his meager meal.

Often. then, he would join me in the living room as I drank my coffee and ate my breakfast while having my devotional time with the Lord - reading His Word, praying and preparing my mind and heart for the day ahead. Occasionally, he would rest his head on my leg and just gaze into my face admiringly - “What was he “thinking?”“ I often wondered. Why was he so devoted to me, my family?

He wasn’t perfect - no one person is (other than the Lord Jesus) nor is any animal - but he was as close to the perfect pet as any I have ever seen.

His favorite words: breakfast, dinner, treat, walk and ride. The phrase that got the biggest reaction from him most often was, ”Who’s that?“ He would perk up, run to the door or balcony and look to see who was coming.

His favorite people: Our family and anyone who came to visit us. He loved people - sometimes to a fault.

I don’t know if dogs will be in Heaven - it certainly is a subject for debate - but if there were ever a chance for one to be there, it would be Hero. He ”loved” as much as any I have ever seen. Of course, if you had food in your hand, then he’d love you more, but he still loved without condition - except for the husky down the street that bit his nose when we first moved into the neighborhood! ;-)

I miss him. My furry, four-legged buddy, Hero.

10 December 2006

Testing new copy of MacJournal


I am just testing my MacJournal software on my desktop since my Powerbook was stolen this weekend and that is the machine from which I did all of my blogging.

01 December 2006

Bars and Baptists - do they go together???

We had a visitor at our elders’ meeting tonight. He is the owner of a bar that he hopes to open next door to our church - right next door!

He came to our meeting to ask for our approval for their business to operate in the building next to ours. Here’s a photo to give you some perspective http://www.baptist.sk/banskabystrica/foto1.jpg The white building on the 2nd floor is where we have our main hall. The pink-ish (okay, salmon-colored) building to the right, also on the 2nd floor is where the bar called Submarine Music Pub wants to operate.

After a good discussion with the owner of the bar, we told him that we would have to refer the decision to the congregation because it is something that affects the entire body in the church.

So, how would you react? They want to have business hours from 8:00am - 5:00am. During the day, it would server (possibly) as a coffee shop and in the evening it would serve as a “nicer” bar - not a low-class pub.

I could tell you more but I’m not sure that it would serve to help you. I’m really curious what your reaction would be to this man and further, what your ultimate decision would be.

After that decision is made, what would you envision ministry-wise???

Just musing over this very real-life opportunity!

27 November 2006

National Baptist Youth Worker Conference - Nov. 24-26, 2006

This past weekend, I was privileged to have the opportunity to do some training with about 23 youth workers from all over Slovakia. What a joy, but what a challenge! Youth ministries ranging in size from 2 - 45 (M-PLUS) were represented there. Here are some pictures of our time together.

Of all of the youth workers represented there, only one of them is full-time in youth ministry. 2 young men are doing a 1-year internship at a church, but youth ministry is only part of their responsibilities. Another young man is full-time employed in a church with a variety of responsibilities, one of which is youth ministry.

Some of the youth workers were fired up, encouraged and looking forward to what God has for them this next year. Some were on their last strands of hope, wondering if they had anything left to offer anyone.

As one young man was challenged to consider what their youth ministry had to offer the young people in their village, his response was sad, “We have nothing sweet to wave under their noses to attract them to us.” What a shame. He’s lost the calling he originally had in Jesus - “Follow Me and I will make you fishers of men” and “Make disciples of all nations... and I will be with you until the end of the ages” and so much more.

Late on Saturday night, the pastor who is responsible over all of the Baptist youth ministry in Slovakia asked to speak with me. During our conversation, he asked me to work with him to care for all of the youth ministries and youth workers in the Baptist churches (23 of them in Slovakia). Of course, I agreed. What a joy to be invited to work alongside this man in encouraging, equipping and nurturing the youth workers and their ministries!

The first desire that the Lord has given me in this responsibility is to gain a clear understanding of the condition of the youth workers and their ministries - and perhaps their general church setting. If you have any ideas re: this endeavor, I’m open to suggestions!

God is good. God is great! and God is WITH us! What a huge & wonderful promise in the light of today’s world and it’s condition!

Please, please, please pray for wisdom as I begin to enter the lives of these young men & women to offer them Christ’s hope, love, vision, strength, direction, and so much more! Please also pray for wisdom as I begin to put together a team for the research project to uncover the true condition of youth ministry in Slovakia (at least in the Baptist churches).

22 November 2006

Notes from a quiet time with the Lord in August

These are thoughts I wrote back in August, 2006, when the Lord provided several things at once. I re-read the entry this morning and thought that it would be encouraging, so I’m putting it here for you to read. (I edited out some names for privacy reasons.)
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Aug. 5, 2006

From Ps. 68:28, I prayed and asked You to summon Your power and do Your thing...

Well, Lord, I don’t know why I continue to be amazed by Your works, but I am!

Thursday, You brought the funds for the car to the bank just moments before I went to withdraw them. Through a brother, you worked out 50% discounts on the required insurance and also the full-coverage insurance.

It appears that the missing wardrobes are still out at the camp facility and it also appears that the piano may actually fit into the back of our car.

Thank You for doing all of this for us.You’re an amazing God and still bring me to my knees in submission, admiration and honor.

Ps. 68:32-34
“Sing to God, you kingdoms of the earth.
Sing praises to the Lord.
(Interlude)
Sing to the one who rides across the ancient heavens,
his mighty voice thundering from the sky.
Tell everyone about God’s power.“

Lord, is it just because I bought a new car yesterday that I am noticing this verse now or did You plan it from the beginning? ”Sing to the One Who rides across the ancient heavens...“ Are You delighted in the purchase of the car as we are? Do You find joy in ”riding across Your heavens“ Your ”mighty voice thundering from the sky“?

Because we sure are enjoying this new car and driving it around is a pleasure. We dedicate it to You for Your use, Your honor, Your glory and the blessing of many, many others. Father, let it be a sign of Your blessing and not a point of envy or jealousy or any other sinful response/reaction. Bless it with long life, please. Bless it with low maintenance cost, please. And bless it with minimum breakdowns, please. Thank You so very much for faithful servants who help to make things like this car come true. Bless them, please, with extra time for their families or rest and bless them with extra finances. I ask this in my Lord Jesus’ name. Amen.

20 November 2006

Afraid of dying a 2nd time...

I’m putting this up because it was such a refreshing thought for me, today, that I thought maybe it would bring you some encouragement as well. No editing, just my raw thoughts from my quiet time (personal Bible study) this morning...
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Afraid of dying a 2nd time?

John 12:1-11 is the follow-up to Lazarus’ resurrection from the dead by Jesus.

Vs. 10 states that the religious leaders had decided to assassinate Lazarus as well as Jesus because his resurrection was causing people to believe in Jesus.

I wonder what kind of thoughts crossed Lazarus’ mind after finding out that he was on the Pharisees’ hit list?

Did he fear the 2nd death more than the 1st? Or was he much more comfortable with the idea since he had already died once? Did he have a new vision for life after his resurrection that caused him to not want to die so that he could long serve Jesus on earth? Did he struggle with arrogance afterward? Or was it such a sobering experience that he was more humble than he’d ever been? How did the “assassination” news affect his relationships - i.e. with his sisters?

Did he sneak through town or did he walk confidently - or something in between?

Lord Jesus, I cannot fathom how You impacted Lazarus’ life when you resurrected him. I cannot begin to imagine what changes he made in his priorities, relationships, beliefs, behavior, habits, etc.

My guess is that he would become fearless of death - mainly because he had been there and had “survived” it.

How about that? I have been resurrected in Jesus! Rom. 6:1-11 tells me the same thing! So, what is it that I fear more than anything that I don’t need to fear because - at worst - it can only kill my body?

You truly are amazing, Lord, here I thought I was going to brainstorming about Lazarus and, instead, You have reminded me of my own resurrection IN YOU! Thank You so very much for that! I love You!

19 November 2006

Installation of new elder board

I was blessed today to be a part of the “installation” of the new elder board at our church during our worship service this morning. In the photo, we are being addressed by Albin Masarik, former chairman of the elder board as he challenged us to carry out the responsibilities and tasks of elders with care, dependence on the Holy Spirit and as taught in God’s Word, the Bible.

I was voted by the elder board to be chairman of the elder board and Milos was voted as vice-chairman. Please pray for us as we serve & lead this body of believers! Thank you!

Click here to see a picture of the installation: http://www.bighouse.org/kellyblog/elder_installation.html

18 November 2006

I watched him die today...

I watched him die today.

He was dark-haired with crooked teeth and large tumors on his legs.

Though he hadn’t eaten for 5 days, he looked like he hadn’t eaten for weeks.

As he came into the room, he could barely move. His legs wobbled, his back arched, his jaw slack.

He urinated all over himself. Then he sat and when exhausted from a moment’s sitting, lay down in his own urine.

Though nearly blind, fear was evident in his dark eyes.

Though ugly in reality, she obviously did not see it.

She loved him. Her caresses, her soft words, her tears, her presence all were for him.

I asked about him.

“How old is he?”

“12,” she murmured.

I looked down at my dog, Hero, and wondered if he’d be in a similar condition in 3 years.

“What’s his name?“

”Kuno.“

”That’s a cool name. I really like it.“

”Really?“ She seemed surprised, wiping the tears from her eyes.

I turned to hide the ones welling up in mine.

She touched his chest. Waited. Waited.

And she wept. Sobbed.

He was gone.

No more wags of the tail welcoming her home.

No more nuzzling for attention.

No more warning barks to would-be intruders.

I watched him die today...

...and wondered if my passing would be as undramatic & uneventful to the rest of the world as Kuno’s.


11 November 2006

Baptist Youth Worker Training

If you’re on our email list (Praise ‘n Prayer Update), then you know that Nov. 24-26, I will be teaching at the National Slovak Baptist Youth Workers’ retreat.

In that, I am working through my talks and am brainstorming more specifics. If you’d like to have some input into this, I’d be grateful. Here are the parameters within which I must work:

        * I have 4 sessions approximately 30-45 minutes in length
        * 99% of these are volunteer and/or bi-vocational youth leaders
        * Most of the youth groups are about 10-12 students in size
        * Most of these youth are church-goers from birth
        * Few, if any, of these groups have any kind of regular evangelistic outreach
        * Leadership is done by individuals, not by teams
        * 33% of the churches in which these people work are “pastor-less”
        * Many of these youth leaders have received their position by default - no one else wanted to step in

So, for now, I have come up with these 4 foci for the Baptist youth worker training (what do you think?):
What is leadership and what is a leader?
The concept of servant-leadership.
How can I grow as a Christian servant-leader?
How can I lead others effectively?

more later...

GEM-Youth Ministry, Ireland, Elders and more...

I’m a bit overwhelmed right now. On Thursday, Nov. 02nd, the elders of our church met as usual. Unusual, though, was that the “old“ elders (that just sounds weird) were present as were all of the newly elected elders minus one.

The previous elders came to meet with the new elders and to say goodbye, hand over keys, responsibilities, etc. After the ”old“ elders left and after some discussion, I went downstairs to the men’s room and upon returning to the meeting, discovered that I had been elected as temporary chairman of the elder board until all of the elders could be together and decide who would have what roles. I accepted, with the condition that it was truly temporary.

I left 36 hours later for Ireland to meet with most of the Greater Europe Mission - Youth Ministry department members. Some serious changes were in the wind and as many youth workers in GEM as could possibly attend were asked to be present. The actual meetings started Monday, Nov. 5th and officially ended Tuesday, Nov. 6th, but most of Wednesday, the 7th was also packed with additional meetings. I cannot go into the nature of the meetings, nor the results of them just yet, but stand by as I will be able to share lots in a short while from now.

Suffice it to say that we really do have some incredibly quality people in the GEM-YM arena. I am the ”oldest living thing in GEM-YM“ (that’s a direct quote from our beloved Rod Taylor) and I am blessed by the wisdom & experience & insight that the rest of the team shared during our time together.

We did get to watch a couple of American football games - that’s a real treat in this part of the world, but I do feel VERY behind the times as I don’t know but a couple of the more famous players. It is, indeed, a large part of the USA culture.

I’m including a link to a picture of Matt Kingsley’s toe here (WARNING! It’s really ugly!). Why? Because he had the toenail removed and was having recurring trouble with it. As far as I know, he is still in the hospital (he went in on Wednesday night) on an IV to help clear up infection and diminish the pain. Pray for the brother, please.

I returned Thursday from Ireland and spent the drive time back from the airport finishing up prep for the Prayer Hour at our church which I lead and writing up the agenda for the elders’ meeting that followed the prayer hour. I have been asked to pray about and decide by Sunday whether or not I will accept the role of chairman of the elder board at our church, so I would truly appreciate your prayer support for wisdom in this. I have to repeat that I did not ever expect nor did I necessarily desire to be chairman, so it does come as a bit of a shock and the decision causes me to fall before our Lord in fear & trembling. There are many factors that come into play for such a decision and I’ll list a few here:
        * I’m a North American
        * My primary focus is youth ministry (though I do see my role as an elder as crucial to developing youth ministry                 within our church and throughout the country
        * I already have a ”full plate” with Big House, GEM-YM and the local ministry of M-PLUS

That’s enough for now. As always, I’m open to input.......

30 October 2006

Coffee filter shortage in Banska Bystrica!

Okay, I’ve heard of (and experienced) gasoline shortages, toilet paper shortages (here in Slovakia when their main toilet paper factory had a serious fire) and Dr. Pepper shortages (also here in Slovakia -- when it was first introduced, there was a limited supply, probably a test to see if there was interest enough to import it regularly, so that doesn’t really count).

But, last week was a first for me. I have been looking for coffee filters for some time now. I actually asked a sales person in an electronics store (I was desperate!), and he informed me that there is a shortage of coffee filters in our town and doubted seriously whether Zvolen (a town about 15 kilometers away) had any.

Now, coffee filters may not sound like a serious shortage, but for a coffee enthusiast (almost a coffee “snob”), this is a big problem!

I immediately resorted to my American “can-do” resourcefulness and started looking at other options - toilet paper, paper towels, cloth dish towels, cheesecloth, and more. I’ll tell you that to make a good, tasty cup of coffee without those blessed coffee filters is not as easy as it sounds!

Well, I hit upon a small tea filter that was built into a small, glass pitcher and basically poured boiling-hot water through the coffee in the tea filter. After some experimenting, I discovered that filtering it once made coffee that was too weak, but if I were to then filter the coffee again through the filter, that it made a decent cup of coffee -- in spite of the grounds that squeezed through the filter.

This was, indeed, a comfortable solution until I was airing my unbelief at the filter shortage to one of our elders’ wives at a confererence on Friday night. Upon hearing my dismay, she stated, “Hm, I’m sure I saw coffee filters at Billa” (another smaller grocery store here in town) “just the other day.”

Needless to say, I made a bee-line to Billa at the first opportunity and, lo and behold, found some coffee filters.

Okay, now I KNOW I really need some help. I’ve written an entire blog entry on coffee filters. Do I need a vacation or more serious help????

Until later...

11 October 2006

"I'd rather be somewhere else" days...

Ever have one of those days that just made you want to go anywhere else in the world than where you are? It may not have anything to do with your geographical location, but your mind, heart (and maybe even body) scream, “I want out of here!”

You have? Good. No, not that I want you to have bad days, but I mean that it’s good that you can relate.

Why?

‘Cause I’m having one of those days. Actually, it’s carrying on over to a second day. When I get stressed out in a serious way, I get this tightening of a muscle in my back on the right side about in the middle of the rib cage area. I’ve tried to analyze that some (why is it in that particular spot), but I don’t have any real conclusion. It just is.

Life is like that. Sometimes “it just is.” Last night at Family Night, we played the game of Life. I landed on the spot that enabled me to trade salary cards with any player and I selected the $100,000 salary card which Nathan had.

“That’s not fair,” he exclaimed.

“That’s Life,” I muttered back - meaning the game of Life, not life in reality. I don’t ever remember having the opportunity to exchange salaries with someone - especially on a permanent basis! Not that it would help me anyway.

“More money” is one of those hollow promises created by Satan long ago. He even tried it out on Jesus when he tempted Him in the wilderness by promising Him all the power & wealth of the world. Jesus’ response? Basically, He said, “Beat it! There is only One who should be worshiped - and you ain’t Him!”

So, on those “"I'd rather be somewhere else" days, I try to remember that even Jesus must have had some longing in His heart to be ”somewhere else” when things got rough for Him here on earth. The difference between Jesus & me is that He remained sinless in His “somewhere else” days and I can’t say that that is totally true of me. I thank God for His forgiveness & grace.

For the 50 or so of you who read this blog, I hope that you’re encouraged that even in those "I'd rather be somewhere else" days, God is active, present, providing and available to hear us. He’s willing to listen to our frustrations, anger, confusion, pain and so much more - ‘cause He’s been here!

You know what? Now, I kind of like it here (again not speaking geographically) and those “somewhere elses” don’t seem so attractive.

28 September 2006

Jesus & prayer

As we spent some time in prayer at M-PLUS (our youth ministry at our church here in Slovakia), a thought crossed my mind which I’d like to pursue more in personal study and in discussion with you and others...

In reading the Gospel accounts on Jesus’ life here on earth, I recall many mentions of Him going off to some place to pray (Mark 1:35; Mark 6:46; Matt. 14:23; Matt. 26:36; Luke 11:1; John 17). What I don’t recall reading is any mention of Him going off to study the Word of God - which would have been the Hebrew Scriptures (Old Testament).

Now, understand me, I’m NOT saying that Jesus didn’t study the Scriptures. He did. He was a Rabbi and with the rabbinical training, he would have spent considerable time studying the Scriptures. He obviously knew them well as He quoted Scripture frequently in His teachings.

I’m also NOT saying that we should not study the Scriptures any more. What I AM saying is that there seems to be an emphasis on prayer in Jesus’ life that is not evident in our lives - in general. I’m not claiming to know the status of anyone else’s prayer life (though I believe that it is foundational in the life of one who wishes to have a spiritually fruitful life as seen in John 15), but I do know my own life and how & when I pray.

The God-Man, the Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God, perfect & sinless, holy in all things (to such a degree that, though by his life & teachings He condemned sin, sinners were drawn to Him in large numbers), did I mention “sinless”?, fully God (and so much more!), chose to go out often to pray. This is reason enough for us to mimic the commitment to prayer as we desire to be like Him.

However, add into that mix the fact that we are born in sin, struggle with sin daily, fail, fall and sin, the fact that we are finite (in that we had a beginning and have physical & mental limitations and more) and much more, and you have a resounding SCREAM for us to spend time in prayer with our God, the Creator & Lord & Savior.

Just a thought...

14 September 2006

Ken Nsimbi


Ken Nsimbi came in on Tuesday evening to Vienna Airport. He was supposed to be with the Ballard Team in July, but God had other plans in mind.

Ken is from Kenya. Well, here is how he put it, “I was born in Kenya, have Kenyan citizenship, a Ugandan passport and residence in the USA.”

He speaks English & Swahili (maybe other languages, but I don’t know about that, yet.).

Ken has been using Hip Hop as an outreach tool in the city of Seattle, WA. for some time now. He dances, plays the drums, bongo, sings, has some martial arts experience and loves to watch movies. Above all that, though, is his obvious love for the Lord Jesus and people.

We asked him to give thanks last night when we sat down to eat our midnight snack (no, that’s not a typical part of our schedule) - but we asked him to give thanks in his native tongue. We bowed our heads and he prayed, “Dear Lord Jesus...” We all busted up! Of course, he was kidding and then proceeded to pray in Swahili. WOW! What a beautiful sounding language! Heaven is going to be amazing! Especially because we’ll all be able to understand each other no matter what language we will speak!

You can see pictures of him here: http://www.ballardchurch.org/Creative.html He’s the only black guy in the pics. As you can see from the pics, he’s quite an energetic, fun-loving guy. We’ve grown to love him very quickly and are looking forward to seeing how the Lord’s going to use him during his short time here in Slovakia.

12 September 2006

More blessings!



What can we say? We’ve been blessed -- again! We’ve been praying for some special funds to come in to enable us to purchase a lawn mower (our last one was stolen in all the storage/moving over the past year). Well, Ballard Chuch of Seattle, WA., blessed us with some “leftover” funds from their ministry trip here in July (check out our previous PnP about that) and told us to use it for Ken Nsimba’s visit (he arrives this evening in Vienna to help us kick off our Hip Hop Club) and whatever else we needed. So, yesterday, I bought a Husqvarna lawn mower.

This is the first time since we’ve been in the house (Aug. 1st) that I’ve mowed the lawn. Our landlord called over a young man with a weed-whacker on July 30th. I got so desperate when the grass grew out, that I actually cut the front lawn with a scythe! I must say that it looked pretty good, but it took waaaayy too long.

Anyway, I mowed the front, side and main part of the back yesterday evening - TWICE! Why? Because it was so long that I had to use the highest setting for the first cut, and then drop it down 2 notches for the next cut. It’s still not at the length I want, but it looks a LOT better - and I’m sure the neighbors are happier as well.

Well, all that to say that the Lord is good and even cares about our lawns. Thank you, Ballard Church & Pastor Mark! We pray God’s richest blessings on you all -- even if you hadn’t donated special funds for a lawn mower! ;-)

11 September 2006

Starbuck's Stingy!

Don’t eat the food of him who has a stingy eye,
And don’t crave his delicacies:
7 For as he thinks about the cost, so he is.
“Eat and drink!” he says to you,
But his heart is not with you.

GUILTY! I have to confess that there have been a few times (okay, maybe more than a few) that I (or my wife & I) have been entertaining guests who are coffee drinkers and the thought has crossed my mind many times as to whether or not I should share my “precious” Starbuck’s coffee with them - especially if they are Slovaks and have never had the experience of a cup of Starbuck’s coffee.

It’s not that the coffee is too expensive to share with those with “lesser” coffee life-experiences, but that it is so hard for us to get Starbuck’s coffee here. The closest Starbuck’s is still almost 4 hours away and in another country!

Oh well, I guess I’m just as stingy as the next guy - it’s just a matter of finding out where our “stingy boundaries” lie, right?

Forgive me, Lord, for being stingy with my Starbuck’s coffee. I will share it - freely (ouch!) - with those with whom You bring into my path.

9/11 Remembered

Even as today, we commemorate 9/11, the attack on the W.T.C., it is indeed a solemn remembrance. At the same time, though, we celebrate the spirit of the American people - the “can-do” posture and the “we-will-rise-from-the-ashes” Phoenix mindset. We remember so that we can continue. We look back to get a better picture of the future. We examine what happened to prepare for what may/will happen.

Every time I hear of another terrorist plot being undermined or stopped short, I am thankful for those who said, “This will not deter us from our freedom. Instead, it will strengthen our resolve to continue to be a nation of freedom.”

Thank God for men willing to commit to battle wrong. To stop injustice. To protect the innocent.

The USA is not a perfect country, not a perfect government or society. But it is a wonderful place to call home. As an American living now 10 years outside of the US borders, I still say that I am proud to be an American and thankful for all that my country affords me to be, do and have.

God bless America. God bless us all.

09 September 2006






Here is our new car! It is a 2000 model (originally sold in 2001) Skoda (pronounced "Shko-duh") Octavia Combi. It has a 1.9 liter turbo gas engine (VROOM!) It has leather interior, automatic air conditioning, power windows/locks/sunroof/rear-view mirrors, 6 CD changer player/stereo, roof rack, lumbar support, seat warmers, extendable & height-adjustable steering column, cruise control (not hardly ever used here), and manual transmission - we like that!

I have to say that every time I drive this car, it is a blessing. It's quiet, comfortable, fun & easy to drive and looks good, too. I know it's just a car, but because it's a blessing, I try to relive the "blessing" part of it each time I drive it. Nathan & I washed it the other day and we were commenting the whole time how easy it is to wash 'cause you can reach the roof without a ladder!

Anyway, rejoice with us - don't envy us - or as the commercial goes, "Don't hate me because I'm (our car is) beautiful"... Just thank God with us for His blessing.

08 September 2006

National sins

I’m sort of doing an informal survey on national sins and I’d like your input...

For instance, it seems apparent to me that in Slovakia, the country where we’ve lived and worked for the past 10 years, 2 of the national sins are gossip and unforgiveness. I don’t think I need to define those terms, but will if you want clarification.

What I’d like to know is if you agree with me that in the USA the national sins could be gluttony and materialism.

Now, I think I need to define those terms a bit. Gluttony in the way I’m seeing it is not related only to food, but to life in general.

The gluttonous spirit is evident in our garages packed floor to ceiling with stuff that we’ve not seen in months - if not years. It’s evident in the portions of food in restaurants and the leftovers we toss out daily because they’ve sat in our refrigerators for too long and spoiled.

It’s evident in closets full of clothes, yet we “have nothing to wear.” It’s also evident in the phrase, “Oh, this old thing....”

An Aside

Last Sunday, I had the opportunity to preach in our church (in Slovakia) and lead in the Lord’s Supper. As is customary here (yes, sometimes I do “go with the cultural flow” - although I didn’t wear a tie!), I tied the sermon into the context of the Lord’s Supper. When I commented that one of the Slovak national sins is unforgiveness, you could hear a pin drop - even on the carpet.

I fully expected a firestorm of comments - good & bad -- during the past week. The only comment I received, however, was from a former elder who asked if I really meant that and that he would have to meditate on that more as he had never heard unforgiveness named as a national sin.

Maybe we should preach more strongly about the sin of gluttony in the USA?

Just musing....

07 September 2006

New photo! Now stop complaining!

Well, I finally caved in. I’ve been receiving complaints that my photo needs to be changed because the previous one was too something or other.

All right. I give in. I’ve changed it. How do you like it?

;-)

More on blogging...

I’m finally getting the hang of this blogging deal. I’ve signed up for a Technorati profile (http://technorati.com/profile/khshattuck) that’s supposed to get more traffic to my blog. Don’t know that I have that much to say, but if I can be useful to a couple of folks across the globe - why not?

29 August 2006

Faith - belief in action

In reading & studying Philemon (a book of the New Testament portion of the Bible), I came across this portion of text from a site actually dealing with the issue of faith. I think it expresses so clearly what faith truly is and that’s why I have put it on my blog. The link to the page is at the end of the quote.

“You see, faith demands action.  I have often said "Theology is everything."  What I mean by that is, in the final analysis, what you really believe will control what you actually do.  People don't do things which kill them--whether so obvious things as smoking, or those sins which eat away at the soul and destroy us from the inside--we don't do things which kill us because we want to die.  We do them because, whatever we may say we believe, we don't really believe that they are dangerous.  The person who has an affair, gets an abortion, steals from the company, deceives a friend, cheats on taxes, or murders thirty-seven people in a twelve-state shooting spree doesn't really believe that it's wrong when he does it--or maybe not ever.  Believing that there are negative consequences to our actions is the ultimate deterrent to them.  Believing that there are positive consequences to our actions is the ultimate incentive.  What we do directly springs from what we truly believe.  That's why you are known by your works:  because, although you can plaster on a veneer of goodness as easily as you can fake a cold heart, ultimately you will act by what you think.  That is why faith requires content; that is why you are "transformed by the renewing of your mind".  That is why repentance--metanoia in the Greek--means "to change your knowledge".  Once you understood the world one way.  Now you must learn to understand all things as they really are, for if you truly understand the way everything is, and if you truly believe that things are as God says they are, then you will always do the right thing.”
http://www.mjyoung.net/bible/boiler.htm


20 August 2006

Revival/Sovereignty of God - where does it end?

It’s nice to be home again and be able to start to blog again...

I bought a car recently. It’s a Kombi, or wagon as they are called in the USA. Shortly after buying it, part of the car - which I had really not considered all that important - suddenly became quite the focus of my attention. That was the “trunk” area. It became my focus because I had to move a piano and the question was whether or not the piano would fit in the back. I measured the back of the car - height, width, length. I called the person who had our piano and asked him to send me the measurements of the piano. I measured the car again and took into account the different spots that were higher, narrower and shorter. Eventually, I went to get the piano.

As I reflect on the question, “After almost 20 years without Communism, as Christians, how much have we impacted the society of Central Europe?” I’m not encouraged by the results.

As I reflect further and recall the revival taking place in South America, I ask the Lord, “Why not here? When will true revival take place here in Slovakia and other former iron curtain countries?”

And as I consider what is necessary for revival in our part of the world, I realize that the need for repentance, prayer, faithfulness, obedience and more are part of preparation for revival.

I say “part” of the preparation for revival because I realize that the sovereignty of God is a large part of when, where & how revival takes place. Ultimately, God decides when/where/how revival is to take place - not us. Ultimately, it is HIS decision to respond to faithful followers with revival and in whatever shape, size or form He decides.

It is our responsibility to be faithful, prayerful, obedient, repentant, etc. But let’s not forget that God has His plan and we are only a part of it.

Just as the trunk area of my car took my attention for a time so that I could accomplish a specific task that was a part of a greater task (moving back into our house here in Slovakia), we are a part of a greater plan that God has in mind. At times, we seem to be used more for His plan than at others - that is only our perspective, not the reality.

I’m trying to “wax eloquent” here in stating that as the clay in the master’s hand is to be/do a part of the master’s greater desire, so we are to be for our Master. Let’s not worry and strategize revival. Let’s BE the holy ones we are called to be and do the work of the Kingdom which we are called to do. Then, when it is according to HIS plan, we will see revival.

Jer. 18:5-10  “Then the word of the LORD came to me: 6 “O house of Israel, can I not do with you as this potter does?” declares the LORD. “Like clay in the hand of the potter, so are you in my hand, O house of Israel. 7 If at any time I announce that a nation or kingdom is to be uprooted, torn down and destroyed, 8 and if that nation I warned repents of its evil, then I will relent and not inflict on it the disaster I had planned. 9 And if at another time I announce that a nation or kingdom is to be built up and planted, 10 and if it does evil in my sight and does not obey me, then I will reconsider the good I had intended to do for it.”

19 May 2006

Pain and trials - a practical exercise in Christlikeness

Yesterday’s blog entry was an appropriate illustration in the whole pain & trials thing. As I wrote the blog entry, I titled it “Pain & trials - path to Christlikeness.” I actually wrote it on Tuesday, but had troubles uploading the entry to my blog. I kept receiving an error message and finally gave up, went to the online forum on the software, posted my difficulty and waited.

A couple of days ago, I received a message from the software creator stating that an upgrade was available that should solve my problem. Joyfully, I downloaded the “beta” version/upgrade and tried updating an earlier blog entry. Success! I wrote of my victory to the author and thanked him immensely for a quick resolution to my painful experience.

Not so fast...

I tried uploading yesterday’s entry this morning as I prepared to write this entry (which had a totally different focus). Again, I received the dreaded error message. “Something” told me (what I really mean is Someone, namely the Holy Spirit!) to change the entry’s title from “Pain & trials...” to “Pain and trials...” (simply changing the symbol “&” to the word “and”).

Lo, and behold, I uploaded the entry and awaited the disappointing error message. Instead, I received “Entry successfully received.”

I was relieved. I laughed that the “upgrade” or “fix” for the program didn’t solve the problem. I simply needed to communicate in normal language that the computer could understand -- no symbolic language for that computer server.

Now, what I am about to share is not my normal way of life, so don’t put me on some pedestal or sing any song of praise. I think that the Lord simply wanted to use this as an illustration (a very, very small illustration!) of how we’re to approach difficulties, pain and trials. Simply put, be patient. I honestly didn’t want to wait for a solution. I wanted to try uploading the entry a thousand times in hopes that somehow it would finally be entered. But, no matter how many times I would have tried, I would have received the error message.

I’m a pusher and it’s not my nature to wait. It’s not my personality to sit back and really try to look at something from a totally different perspective or angle. In all of my blog entries, I have never used the “&” symbol. It would never have occurred to me that that little symbol could create such chaos. But, having stepped back from the problem, prayed about it and received a “just wait a little bit” message from the Lord and then actually being obedient to wait, I “stumbled” across the solution through the Holy Spirit’s prompting to try changing the “&” to the word “and.”

Does it make sense? Now it does. But for days, it made no sense to me -- especially since I had just upgraded to the newer better software and had experienced successful entries since the upgrade.

Little did I know that the “upgrade” was in the testing and trials department of my faith much more than the software department. Doesn’t it feel great to experience the joy of obeying the Lord and watch Him work things out as opposed to pushing & pushing & pushing and pushing until something happens or we give up in anger & frustration?

I sure hope that I don’t forget this lesson. I know I will, but I hope not for a long time.

“Dear brothers and sisters,* whenever trouble comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy. 3 For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. 4 So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything.“ Holy Bible : New Living Translation. 1997, c1996 (electronic ed.) (James 1:2-4). Wheaton: Tyndale House.

More later... Ahhh, another successful blog entry....

18 May 2006

Daily pain and trials - path to Christ-likeness

I was reminded again how pain & trials are really the key to being “conformed to the image of Christ.” Romans 5:3-5 says (New Living Translation), “We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they are good for us—they help us learn to endure. 4 And endurance develops strength of character in us, and character strengthens our confident expectation of salvation. 5 And this expectation will not disappoint us. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.”

That reminds me of another passage found in James 1:4-6 which says, “Dear brothers and sisters, whenever trouble comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy. 3 For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. 4 So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything.”

One of the biggest lies -- or at best, mis-truths - in the Christian church today is the thinking that when I attend church services (worship services, youth group, small group, Sunday School class, adult fellowship, men’s or women’s class or whatever), that it is during that class that I am growing in my walk with Jesus Christ.

That is not exactly right! It is in those meetings that I primarily receive the information, encouragement & inspiration necessary to use to turther my growth. It really is only in the day-to-day living that my faith is shaped/strengthened/established and proven. It is in the “mundane things of life” where the true believer shines. I think of moms who spends 18 hours of her day caring for the needs of children crying for food, nurture, love, attention, guidance, understanding, hope and so much more. In contrast, is my work meeting for an hour or two with young people to discuss their spiritual pilgrimage, troubles or dreams more important in the Kingdom of God than that which moms do day-in and day-out? Absolutely not. Not only is they having a far greater impact on the lives of those children by molding their priorities, attitudes, responses to difficulties and much more, but their own faith is being tested & proven as they seek understanding from the Lord in handling disputes, beg Him for wisdom as to how to comfort a restless child, or as they cry out for physical & emotional strength to give just a little more attention/focus/love to the little ones who rise at 5:30am and finally crash at 11:00pm. (Oh sure, there’s a nap or 2 in between there, but that’s just enough time to get laundry started, wash dishes, do meal prep or any number of other day-in and day-out chores.)

My faith isn’t truly proven during church-sponsored events (though they certainly help). My faith is proven in how it impacts my decisions at work (do I put off that project that my boss wants? do I “fudge” a little on the expense report - after all, I did tell him the name of the company I work for, so doesn’t that make it a business lunch? - This company is so big that they’ll never miss this thing... Maybe you do something or don’t do something because it actually does sobotage someone else’s job and that person doesn’t really deserve to work here anyway.)

When my faith affects my daily living (work decisions/attitudes, what I spend my money on, what I watch or don’t watch on TV/DVD/computer, whether I help my wife in the kitchen, spend time with my kids, give money AND time to a non-profit organization that really needs the help, how many hours I work, and so very much more!), then I truly have a faith that can be a llight shining before men so that they can see our Heavenly Father, not to mention that it is a faith worth watching from a distance by others who will be encouraged, inspired, convicted or challenged. At any rate, they’ll certainly be drawn to our Lord Jesus -- and isn’t that the point?

16 May 2006

HMA Home stretch

Quick! Write down 5 words to describe yourself! What words did you choose?

Would you describe yourself as holy? Do you even want to be holy? Does the word “holiness” create within you positive or negative emotions? According to God’s Word, we are holy and we are to be holy! 1 Pet. 1:15, 16 clearly tells us that!

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Today marks 39 days before we leave for Slovakia -- providing that we have 90% of our support raised and that we have $4,000 in our reserve fund.

Although that sounds like a long time away, we have less than 2 weeks before we “abandon” our domicile here at 832 W. Pecos in Mesa, AZ.

On May 29th, we leave for Hawaii to visit family, attend a 30th High School reunion (mine, not Linda’s - she’s not that old, yet!) and meet with some folks/friends/old Bible college schoolmates who pastor a church in Hilo to see if their church will join our partners team for our work in Slovakia.

On June 13th, we’ll return to Phoenix, AZ, pick up our van and drive up to Andy & Linda Nemcik’s home in Loyalton, CA., (about 45 minutes north of Lake Tahoe) to spend almost 10 days there and in the Northern California area visiting supporting churches, supporters and potential supporting churches/individuals.

Lord willing, on June 24th, we’ll head out to Slovakia!

If you’re a praying person, we’d ask that you pray for some things for us. The first, of course, as with all missionaries, is financial support. Since our first trek to Slovakia in 1996, our support needs have almost doubled due to increased cost of living, fluctuations in exchange rates, weakening of the dollar and much more. We need to raise another $210/month by mid-June in order to receive clearance from Greater Europe Mission to return to Slovakia.

Also, we’d appreciate prayer regarding our housing situation in Slovakia. We will be returning to the house in which we previously lived. For that we are very thankful. However, as with all of life, there are some glitches. The family currently in the house doesn’t want to move until their children are out of school (understandable), but school ends on June 30th, about 1 week after we arrive in Slovakia. That means that we need to find somewhere to live for at least 1 week, maybe 2, depending on how long it takes the owners to clean up and fix up the house for us. The biggest hassle is finding somewhere where Hero can live. On top of that, we have a ministry team coming to Slovakia on June 14th - 24th for some mission work.

Ah, well, it’s life as usual here on Planet Earth -- confusion, waiting, wondering, looking, (some worrying), anticipating.

We’ll just keep on keeping on and trust the Lord Jesus to do what He always does - the impossible!

05 May 2006

Musings from Psalm 66

Today, I read a portion of the Bible that rocked me back on my heels a bit. For me, it is a quick overview of what the life of a Christ-follower is all about - being conformed to the image of Jesus Christ. Sometimes, God does it Himself. At other times, He uses other people or mechanisms (rush-hour traffic?) to refine us. Well, read it and see if you don’t see the ebb & flow of life in these few short verses...

Psalm 66:8-12 reads:
Praise our God, O peoples,
let the sound of his praise be heard;
9 he has preserved our lives
and kept our feet from slipping.
10 For you, O God, tested us;
you refined us like silver.
11 You brought us into prison
and laid burdens on our backs.
12 You let men ride over our heads;
we went through fire and water,
but you brought us to a place of abundance.

Now this passage is a bag of mixed emotions! Praise, testing, refining, PRISON, burdens, people lording over us, fire & water and suddenly, ABUNDANCE!

This, to me, is the true life of the Christ-follower. This could even be an average day for us! I can see starting off my day with quiet meditation on the Lord and finding my heart praising Him for His provision, blessing, care & love & grace. I can see myself heading out to work and recognizing His protection from all kinds of potential evil and keeping my feet from slipping literally -- say, in the midst of a deep, hard winter - or figuratively in remaining faithful to Him, my wife & family and friends.

But, then comes THE TEST! The heat is turned up, and I begin to melt. I am melted down to the very essence of my being and found to be true-blue pure silver! But what a painful process! What an ignominious process -- all of the dirt & impurities are brought to the surface to be seen by all who pass by and look. Ugh!

And further, I am “abandoned” to prison where I am burdened with others’ commands & work -- without mercy! I am forced to do their desires and then tossed back into my cell as though I were a broom or mop simply to be used at the whim of the prison master.

All this while, I am overcome with feelings of overwhelming testing, almost to the point of being consumed by the raging inferno or suffocated by the thick depth of the water over my head. I gasp for one final breath, having lost all hope -- desperate - pathetic - dejected - despondent.

And suddenly, I stand in ABUNDANCE! No more lords over me other than You, Lord. No more prison, suffocation, burning, refining or pain. WOW! What a great God You are!

That really is the daily walk of a Christ-follower!        

01 May 2006

Testing new blogging software

You can ignore this paragraph. I’m just making sure that my upgraded MacJournal software (which I use for blogging) is actually uploading my blog entries.

Time bomb???

Today, I feel like a time bomb is ticking away --- and I’m holding it! There’s an element of excitement because it’s something that I have some control over, but at the same time, the fuse is “burning“ and it’s not always clear when the bomb will go off.

What’s contributing to this bomb? This: In less than 30 days, we are to have all of our belongings packed up, stored in boxes or suitcases and put in a garage where they’ll stay while we take a 2-week trip to Hawaii to visit my parents, brother & sister and their families. As well, we will be attending parts of my 30th high school reunion -- OUCH! I can’t believe it’s been that long since I was a high-schooler. AND, we are going to see some old friends, some of whom are pastoring a church in Hilo that is interested in our work in Slovakia.

After returning from Hawaii, we’ll travel up north to Loyalton, CA., to see Linda’s parents and ”hang“ with them for about 10 days while we finish up support-raising (still about $300/month left to nail down), say more ”good-byes“ and prep for a busy transition to life in Slovakia.

The thoughts of arriving in Slovakia hold over me some weight as well. We don’t have a car in Slovakia and that means we will be traveling by bus, foot, bicycle or??? until we get a car. To complicate matters, we don’t really have any money to buy a car. When we sell our van (probably in August when I return to drive Caleb to school in Arizona (he’s going to be working @ Grandma & Grandpa’s house for June/July)), then we’ll have some money to put down on a car, but before that, no way.

As well, we have a team coming to Slovakia to do some ministry in July (14-24) and that means that we have basically 3 weeks to get our house in order before they arrive. I’m not fretting that so much because the team in Slovakia is handling all of that prep.

Am I whining? I hope not. I’m really just processing and I’ve found that writing or talking really helps me work through issues and concerns as well as ideas & such. So, thanks for letting me ramble and bend your ear for a while. If you have any comments, questions or suggestions, I’m always open to new ideas, better ideas (than mine!) or suggestions that may make our going a little more effective and/or easier.

More later....

21 April 2006

Struggling with the Gospel

To be honest, the recent discussions I have been having about the nature of the Gospel have been frustrating me -- in a good way. There is no better teaching than that which causes you to think, re-think and think some more.

I have been in chaos mode regarding the Gospel. What is it exactly? Is it only a salvation message? If so, then why do we not concentrate on getting the message of the Good News out above anything else. I have been raised in my Christian (and adult) years in evangelicalism where the Gospel is essentially “Jesus died, was buried and raised on the 3rd day according to the Scriptures” so that you and I can go to Heaven.

But....

Is that all it is? I don’t think so! I don’t see the Gospel as just escape from hell - a “fire insurance” policy, if you will. Seems to me that when Jesus came to earth, He came to shake things up in a big way here on earth -- not just to pave a way to Heaven. He challenged the status quo with His “you have heard, but I say” statements - for example, Matt. 5:21-22 says, “You have heard the ancients were told, ‘You shall not commit murder’ and ‘Whoever commits murder shall be liable to the court.’ But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother shall be guilty before the court and whoever says to his brother, ‘You good-for-nothing,’ shall be guilty before the supreme court; and whoever says, ‘You fool,’ shall be guilty enough to go into the fiery hell.”

OUCH! That should change the way we speak to each other and that has no direct impact on whether or not I am saved or stay saved (depending on your theology)! It’s simply a reflection of how we view a part of God’s creation - us! - and how we are to honor Him by honoring each other.

More musing on this later... I gotta go work out!

Good humor still lives!

Last night, I was privileged to attend a high school variation & rendition of “Midsummer Night’s Dream.” It was re-set (in some ways) in “turn-of-the-century” times and was hilarious.

If you read this blog and live in the Phoenix area, I encourage you to attend the performances that will take place at Valley Christian High School tonight and tomorrow night as well as next week Thursday (April 27) and Friday (April 28). Their address is:
Valley Christian High School
6900 W. Galveston St
Chandler, AZ 85226

web site: http://www.vchstrojans.org/

And, yes, there is a cost to the tickets though I don’t know how much they are because my family & I were blessed to attend at someone else’s expense -- anonymously, but we’re pretty sure we know who paid (thanks t.r. and l.b.r!)! ;-)

What a hoot! Linda didn’t get to go because she was sick, but she’s planning to attend this next week (as are Caleb & Hannah) -- heck, I may go again as well -- so much fun and laughter. Praise God for good humor, good fun and good friends!

14 April 2006

Article from Crosswalk.com magazine about Europe

The following article was forwarded on to me from some friends and fellow missionaries. Though I find myself in disagreement in some areas, it certainly gives material for serious & further thought.







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Europe's Abandonment of Christianity May Spell Disaster
Ed Vitagliano, AgapePress

(AgapePress) - Anyone know where we can find some Etruscans? You know, members of the Etruscan civilization that existed in ancient Italy, predating even Rome?

Well, there aren't any. The Etruscans were absorbed by the Roman civilization and ceased to exist as a distinct people.

Ominously, if a growing number of experts and cultural observers are right, it's entirely possible that the same question may be asked 100 years from now -- only about Italians or Spaniards or Russians.

As writer Mark Steyn glumly put it in The New Criterion, "Much of what we loosely call the Western world will not survive this century, and much of it will effectively disappear within our lifetimes, including many if not most Western European countries."

A Birth Dearth

What could possibly cause such a cataclysm? Another world war? A nuclear confrontation? The devastation of a plague, similar to that caused by the Black Death in the 14th century? Nothing quite so dramatic, say the experts. Rather, Europe is slowly dying simply by refusing to have enough children to replace the people who die each year.

Catholic scholar George Weigel, a senior fellow of the Ethics and Public Policy Center and author of The Cube and The Cathedral, says Europe is "committing demographic suicide, systematically depopulating itself."

For any population to remain stable, it must maintain a birthrate of 2.1 births per woman. That rate provides a replacement for both mother and father, while the .1 covers infant and child mortality. When the birthrate falls below that number, a population goes into decline -- unless it invites in large numbers of immigrants.

"The 'birth dearth' is what demographers call plummeting birth rates in most of the industrialized world," says culture critic Chuck Colson. "Throughout Western Europe and East Asia, the birth rate is well below 2.1 births per woman..."

Sociologist Ben Wattenberg, author of Fewer: How the New Demography of Depopulation Will Shape Our Future, puts this birth dearth in historical perspective. "Never in the last 650 years, since the time of the Black Plague, have birth and fertility rates fallen so far, so fast, so low, for so long, in so many places."

According to U.N. figures and other projections, Patrick Buchanan states in The Death of the West that by 2050 Europe (from Iceland to Russia) will see its population drop from 728 million (in 2000) to 600 million -- and perhaps 556 million. And if current trends continue, by the end of the century Europe's population will stand at 207 million.

Collapse of Family Values

Why has this happened? As it turns out, a variety of factors and trends have combined to create, as it were, the "perfect storm."

World magazine's Gene Edward Veith sums it up this way: "Why the population decline? The worldwide collapse of what are, literally, family values. Thanks to contraceptive technology, sex has become separated from childbearing. With women pursuing careers of their own and men getting sex without the responsibility of marriage, why bother with children? For many women and men, pregnancy has become an unpleasant side effect, something to prevent with contraceptives or easily treated with a trip to the abortion clinic."

Abortion comes in for particular blame in Veith's view. "The dirty little secret of the population implosion, one seldom mentioned by demographers, is that the world is aborting its future generations," he says.

Pro-family groups in the U.S., for example, rightly bemoan the abortion rate here, where Veith says one-third to one-fifth of all pregnancies end in abortion. Some European nations are far worse, however. "In Russia, the average woman may have as many as four abortions in her lifetime," he says. "There are two abortions for every live birth. That is to say, Russians kill two-thirds of their children before they are born."

All this is symptomatic of a pervasive hedonism that permeates the West, "a complete philosophy of pleasure," according to Allan Carlson, president of The Howard Center for Family, Religion and Society.

"Everywhere in the European Community and Anglo-America, real attention focuses on the consumption of food (alternately rich and fat-free), frequent sex, and raucous fun," Carlson says. "Relatively few are pestered these days by children. Fertile young adults rely on mechanical devices and chemical agents to thwart the designs of nature. In places as culturally different as Spain, Italy, Denmark and Germany, the sexual experimentation starts early, but hardly anyone brings forth a child."

Despite efforts on the part of some European nations to increase the desire of adults to have children -- such as tax breaks or cash incentives -- some experts think the pursuit of personal fulfillment will triumph.

Joseph Chamie, director of the U.N. Population Division, says, "No demographers believe birth rates will rebound. How much will it take to convince a woman to have four children? People are concerned about their appearances, their education, their careers."

What's ironic, however, is that this pursuit of personal pleasure and personal wealth may result in economic ruin.

"When it comes to forecasting the future, the birthrate is the nearest thing to hard numbers," Steyn argues. "If only a million babies are born in 2006, it's hard to have two million adults enter the workforce in 2026 ...."

Veith lists but a few of the ramifications of population decline. "Citizens are not just consumers but producers," he says. "Having fewer people can wreak havoc on an economy, creating both a labor shortage and a shortage of buyers. A government with a shrinking population faces a smaller military and fewer taxpayers. Dwindling populations have always signaled cultural decline, with less creativity, energy, and vitality on every level of society."

Abandoning Christianity

These explanations do not go far enough to suit culture critic and columnist Don Feder, who sees Europe's abandonment of its Christian heritage as the true root cause of its population problems.

"It's no coincidence that central to the new Europe ... is a refusal to acknowledge the continent's origins," says Feder, who is Jewish. "The proposed constitution for the European Union (a document of over 70,000 words) contains not a single reference to Christianity. Thus more than a millennium of European history is effectively erased."

The abandonment of Christianity in most European countries has been well-documented. For example, author and journalist James P. Gannon says that in five key European countries -- France, Belgium, the Netherlands, Germany and Italy -- over the last 30 years regular church attendance has fallen from roughly 40% of the population to about 20%." As Weigel says, Western Europe has become a "post-Christian society."

Feder believes there is a clear link between a lack of faith and the loss of that sense of duty to the future that leads people to conceive and bear children. "Having lost their faith and embraced an ethic of radical autonomy," he says, "Europeans stopped going to church, stopped taking the Bible seriously, stopped believing in the future and stopped having children."

Maria Burani, president of the Parliamentary Commission for the Family and Infancy in Rome, told Citizen magazine that faith is a foundation for the kind of lifestyle that parenting requires. "If you don't have inside your head great religious and ethical principles," she insists, "you're just not going to want to go and have these kids because it's a sacrifice."

Beyond that, of course, is the fact that religious principles also restrain the often selfish behavior that grows out of the "radical autonomy" that permeates Europe. "Among the consequences of Europe's abandonment of its religious roots and the moral code that derives therefrom is a plunge in its birth rates to below the replacement level," says Gannon. "Abortion, birth control, acceptance of gay marriage and casual sex are driving the trend."

Islamification of Europe

However, the prognosis for Europe gets even worse because many of the nations there have chosen a risky path for making up for their population shortfalls: immigration. Because North Africa and the Middle East represent a relatively convenient source of cheap labor, millions of Muslim immigrants have been flooding the continent for a half century.

"Western Europe has gone from a Muslim population of 250,000, 50 years ago, to 20 million today," says Feder.

Unlike Westerners, however, Muslims typically have large families. According to Robert S. Leiken, director of the Immigration and National Security Program at the Nixon Center, higher Muslim birthrates combined with Muslim immigration have led the U.S. National Intelligence Council to project that Europe's Muslim population will double by 2025.

As a result, Colson says flatly, "[d]emographics may bring about what the Moors and Ottoman Empire couldn't: a Muslim Europe."

But so what? Isn't such hand-wringing about Muslim immigrants nothing more than utter bigotry?

Hardly, say concerned Westerners. The Islamification of Europe would bring incredible cultural changes to Europe. "In 50 to 100 years, the Europe of Shakespeare and Victor Hugo, the Europe of Rembrandt and Bach, the Europe of Churchill and Karol Wojtyla will exist only in textbooks and museums," Feder says. "Or, perhaps the remnants of Christian Europe will be subjected to the fate of Afghanistan's Buddhist statues, demolished by the Taliban regime."

Political changes would also be inevitable, Steyn insists. "Can a society become increasingly Islamic in its demographic character without becoming increasingly Islamic in its political character?"

It is a rhetorical question, of course, and Steyn predicts that by 2050 many European nations will be forced to apply Sharia -- Muslim law -- to Muslim communities. He notes the results of a 2004 poll that found that over 60 percent of British Muslims want to live under Muslim law -- while living in the United Kingdom.

At first, most European governments would probably resist the demands of an increasingly assertive Muslim population. But in response, it would not be surprising to see an escalation of what has already begun to transpire: terrorist bombings in London and Madrid; the 2002 assassination of conservative Dutch politician Pim Fortuyn, who campaigned on a platform of limiting Muslim immigration; the murder of filmmaker Theo van Gogh in 2004 for allegedly insulting Islam; rioting by Muslim youths throughout France in 2005; and rioting this year in response to political cartoons that were deemed offensive to Muslim sensibilities.

Steyn thinks Europe will see more such unrest -- and soon. "It seems more likely that within the next couple of European election cycles, the internal contradictions of the [European Union] will manifest themselves in the usual way," he says, "and that by 2010 we'll be watching burning buildings, street riots and assassinations on American network news every night."

In any case, Carlson says, "the Great Party [of Western hedonism] will not last much longer. There is an iron law in history: the future belongs to the fertile. Just as the clan-centered, child-rich barbarian tribes of the Germans swept away the sensuous and sterile Western Roman Empire, so shall new barbarians arise."

Scripture teaches that God rules over the nations, and the future of Europe looks increasingly like that of Israel when its prophets warned of impending chastisement and judgment. Are we on the brink of God's chastisement of Europe, even after a century of wars and other atrocities failed to bring the continent back to Christianity?

How ironic it would be that a European culture that demanded unlimited personal freedom might wind up living under the repressive heel of Muslim totalitarianism. Or that a culture that rejected its Christian heritage might, instead, be subjected to Islamic fundamentalism.

Cultures have disappeared before. Just ask the Etruscans. If you can find one.

(c) 2006 AgapePress

13 April 2006

"Living As People of Hope"

"Living As People of Hope" is a book written by Jeff Fountain. Frankly, I thought I was going to need to inject caffeine directly into my heart to get through this one -- WAS I EVER WRONG!

Wow. I’m no historian, but what I’m reading in Mr. Fountain’s book rings very much true with my experience in Europe and missions. It’s a fast read, full of insight and -- hope!

He says that there are 10 imperatives that he says that we need to consider for Europe’s future:
1. We need to ask what God’s will is for Europe.
2. We need to reject the enemy’s disinformation.
3. We must recognize what God has done in the past.
4. We should honestly admit past sins & mistakes of the people of God.
5. We need to look at what God is “up to!”
6. We have to face up tot he truth about the present.
7. We must rediscover the gospel of the Kingdom.
8. We out to embrace our responsibility and role to be salt & light in our world.
9. We need to transplant the church into the cultures of the 21st century.
10. It is imperative that we synergize!

One of the big questions Mr. Fountain asks is whether the gospel that we preach today is the gospel that Jesus & the Apostles preached.

Does the responsibility of the local church stop with bringing people to a point of salvation? Most would say, “NO! Of course not.” But to what degree? To what extent? To what level do we go in order to “preach the gospel?” Is the gospel simply fire insurance or is it a transforming power beyond salvation capable of transforming societies?

If it goes beyond salvation to transforming societies, then the question that follows is “To what extent/degree do we participate in that transformation?”

There are so many more questions that come from the reading of this book. I appreciate Mr. Fountain’s approach in looking at Europe and having hope for a continent (really it’s a peninsula of the Eurasia continent, isn’t it?)!!

05 April 2006

Reflection from the past (Jan. 2001)

I came across this blurb that I scribbled over 5 years ago and thought that you might enjoy reading it...

January 26, 2001

It’s happened again. Happens several times a week in our home. Every day, the same thing. It’s routine. Predictable. Almost to the minute – even second. A mad flurry of activity and then a sudden calm. An almost disturbing quiet.

I survey the “damage” left behind. Pillows scattered on the couch, floor and chairs. An occasional schoolbook or paper dropped carelessly on the table. Chairs abandoned in the formation of a circle. And the quiet.

Of the 6, 2 are meticulously returned to the shelf. The other 4 Bibles in deserted chairs or couches. But they bear testimony to what has just happened.

Again, today, there is some reading from these Bibles. Discussion follows. An occasional joke or humorous comment. Sometimes an awkward blush accompanies Dad’s explanation of a text.

But all in all, the time is precious. Anticipated. Guarded.

We love our family devotions. Sometimes Dad rambles on and on, but there is always something refreshing about reading Scripture together and praying together before the day begins. I like it. I enjoy it. When I’m away, I miss it.

Thanks, Lord, for the beauty and wonder and intimacy that You bring through these times together.

Signed,
Dad

03 April 2006

Knee-Jerk Reactions & Life Difficulties

Date: Sunday, April 2, 2006 6:58 AM
Topic: Knee-jerk reactions -- again

Reflecting briefly back on my Missionary Musings blog entry on March 9, 2006, it is -- again -- obvious that my knee-jerk reaction to difficulties in life is primarily fleshly.

“Life difficulties” are those things that come upon us unawares and surprise us. They are those things that the Lord uses to grind, chip, sand, and smooth away the parts of His masterpiece sculpture that do not reflect His image. If we knew that they were coming, we would be able to catch -- and hold -- our breath and “hang on” through them many times.

But the fact that they surprise us is one of the key factors in revealing our true character. We’ve all seen the TV shows, movie bloopers, or heard stories of people caught in a moment of surprise and they yell out, “SH*T!” or “son of a b****!” or some other choice expletive. Sometimes anger flares from the nostrils of the surprised “victim.” Occasionally, the subject simply breaks out in embarrassed & uncontrollable laughter. I have even seen occurrences of tears, not from fear, but from the embarrassment of being exposed.

We laugh because we understand the feelings. We understand that at that moment we are stripped bare of all of our defenses and masks that we wear to cover up our imperfections, insecurities and, frankly, ugliness.

But it is in those very moments is where we can see God shine through us -- if we depend on Him. Let me share a personal example of such a failing...

In early March, Greater Europe Mission informed us that we received a “raise” of $900/month. You think, “What a blessing! I could sure use $900/month!” Honestly, my reaction is, “Stink, that means that we have to RAISE our raise!”

Now, most of us would respond to a person in such a situation by saying, “Hang in there! God called you, didn’t He?”

“Yes, absolutely!” I would respond.

“Where God leads, God supplies.” might be the next exhortation.

That’s all true. I believe that. But then my pragmatic side kicks in a begins with the “plan” to raise our “raise.”

That means that we need to find another 15-45 people to join our support team (at $60-20 per month each). That means that we need to contact approximately 400 more people (according to statistics) in order to have 10% of those respond positively and join our support team.

And honestly, I don’t KNOW another 400 people whom I can contact. And then I get discouraged and think things like, “Maybe it’s time to quit this missions ”gig“ and move on to something else that isn’t based on faith-giving.” Blah, blah, blah.

And I think, “Well, I just need to get to work.” And off I run, writing emails, letters, making phone calls and concocting schemes like putting together a podcast on the state of our ministry work (the 1st issue being on the need for more financial support) or going to www.photostamp.com and creating stamps with our family’s photo to send out support requests in hopes that THAT would catch the attention of people whom God is desiring to join our support team. And that they would then respond and...

But, honestly, that’s not how David (you know, the one from Bible stories -- King David, Bathsheba, etc.) responded to troubles & challenges. And that’s certainly not how the Lord Jesus responded.

Look at Psalm 64. Read it. Then look again at verses 1-6. He STARTS his psalm with “Listen to me, O God...” and then goes on to describe his very bad situation. After describing his situation, he comes to a conclusion about the fate of his enemies (v. 7) - “But God will shoot them with arrows; suddenly they will be struck down.”

Now, I’m not going to discuss the issue of David’s motives regarding his enemies. I want to emulate his posture towards “life difficulties.” His immediate response -- his knee-jerk reaction -- was to include God in the picture from the beginning! Not to run to Him when all else failed. Not to spend hours, days, weeks, months, or even years complaining about someone or something and then finally take it to the Lord.

What’s all this got to do with our current support situation? A lot! If you are a praying person, and you believe that God can provide an amazing amount of support in a very short period of time (2 months at this juncture), I would like to ask/encourage/beg you to pray with us for God to do a “God-thing.” A “God-thing” is something that God does that makes us say, “WOW! Isn’t God good?!” It’s one of those things God does either “in spite of” or “on top of” that which we have planned, organized & executed.

More musings later.... Sure would appreciate your feedback on this one.

24 March 2006

Purpose-Driven Youth Ministries Conference - Day 3

Another packed day!

Starbuck’s for breakfast, Psalm 64:1,2 for my soul and an hour with our Savior to refresh my heart, soul & mind.

Off to the PDYM Conference for more training, networking and thinking. I’m beat tonight. Lots of thinking, considering & brainstorming about our ministry work in Slovakia.

Received several book recommendations from a variety of speakers today. Here they are:
        “The ”Be With“ Factor by Bo Boshers;
        ”Leading Without Power“ by Max Devries (or Duprix?);
        ”This Way to Youth Ministry“ by Duffy Robbins.

I was also blessed by Doug Fields and Simply Youth Ministry with a wonderful gift of $150 worth of software to take back to Slovakia for use with Big House Ministries. What a great ministry!

I also met youth-workers from Germany and Holland today, as well as Chris from the Bahamas. He helps run a family jewelry business and is struggling with whether or not to leave the business to go full-time in youth ministry in the Bahamas. Wow! What a challenge to face!

It was very affirming to hear Doug Fields teach/train on the principles of PDYM and recognize that I have much of the principles already in effect in our ministries. I also received some affirmation from Doug and other youth-workers regarding my desire to establish a network of trained volunteer youth-workers, not to mention the affirmation that I have received from our Lord.

I also connected with my niece Nikki and nephew Jeremy by phone and tomorrow we’re getting together for a short visit. It’ll be good to see them since it’s been almost 6 years since the last time I saw them.

As well, I had the privilege of meeting some other youth-workers and having dinner with them. Robby from Orlando, Corissa from Humble, Texas and Mike, from Austin, Texas. Mike is also getting ready to go full-time into youth ministry in July. It is so cool to see people transitioning from ”regular“ jobs into full-time ministry!

All in all it has been a very good week.

It’s late and I have an early meeting and long day ahead of me.

Hope to a-muse you later...

23 March 2006

Purpose-Driven Youth Ministries Conference - Day 2

WOW!

How do I summarize this day?

We were privileged to hear from Doug Fields again. But we were also blessed with the appearances of Lee Strobel (author of many books like “The Case for Faith” and “The Case for Christ”), Becky Tirabassi and Jim Burns. What a line-up!

Here are some of my thoughts that came out of today. They are not necessarily directly related to any of the messages, but things that God is speaking to me about my life, family, and ministry. They’ll be brief, some maybe even too much so. If you’d like to hear more, just write me and ask.

I was reminded how crucial incarnational ministry is as an approach. As well, I am reminded that we cannot forget to “factor in the ”unfactorable.” What I mean by that is what we have called for some time the “God-thing” factor. We plan an event, meeting or activity and, as it is under-girded by prayer, we trust God to do His “thing” in spite of our plans or along with our plans or whatever.

Team-building is another element that continues to be a foundational issue for healthy youth ministry.

Several ideas came to me as I listened and mused and sang and prayed. Here’s a short list of them:
1. Use our home in Slovakia for having Slovak youth-workers come to receive training, equipping, mentoring and encouragement.
2. Using index cards, make reminders for the senior guys in my small group to help them remember the purposes of the church.
3. Using a map of Banska Bystrica (our home city in Slovakia), have our ministry team mark where the junior & senior high schools and colleges are and mark how many students are in each.
4. Develop a training tool for use in Slovakia entitled, “Feeding The Soul of the Youth Worker.”
5. Develop a tool for helping youth-workers determine which one of the 5 purposes a youth-worker “bleeds” when “cut”.
6. Visit the following sites for various reasons:
        a. www.leestrobel.com
        b. www.homeword.com
        c. www.minusmedia.com

This has been a refreshing day. The high school band led worship tonight and it was very blessed. I was refreshed to step into the presence of the Lord with 1500 other youth-workers!

More musings later...

22 March 2006

Purpose-Driven Youth Ministries Conference - Day 1

What a long day! Got up at 5:30am today to be able to say “goodbye” to Caleb before he left for school because I left at about 9:00am for Irvine, California, area for the Purpose-Driven Youth Ministries conference being held at Saddleback Community Church.

There are about 1500 of us youth-workers present at this conference. We’re meeting in the main church auditorium and still don’t fill it up! The evening started with registration and bbq’ed hot dogs, chips, cookies and drinks. I met Peter who is an Australian serving as a youth-worker in southern England at Locks Heath Free Church.

I also met Josh Griffin, who is the director of PDYM and he gave me the name of an individual whom I need to contact regarding the translation of the PDYM book into Slovak. He was very excited and hoped that we could work it all out.

Peter and I sat together at the opening meeting and met Ken, from Salt Lake City, Utah. Ken is a small groups pastor at his church and just about 1 month ago was given the youth ministry to oversee.

Doug Fields and his team put on a really nice evening. It started with a bunch of his youth group kids playing buckets, garbage cans, garbage can lids and more with drumsticks. Very good!

There was some drama, worship, a special appearance by a buddy of Doug’s (Keith somebody) who had pastored one of the fastest growing churches in S. Cal, had an affair and recovered and is still with his wife. Powerful story.

Doug shared some good stuff, from which I was reminded of how crucial the incarnational aspect of youth ministry really is. As well, I was reminded to add the “God-thing” element to my youth-worker training -- that’s where you do all that you can do and then ask God to do “His thing” in spite of and/or along with what we have prepared.

He closed with three words: Fill, Deny, Trust --
        1. We need to make a daily decision to be filled with God, His Holy Spirit. John 7: 37,38
        2. We need to make a daily denial of our selves. Mark 8:34 to which I add Rom. 12:1,2
        3. We need to make a daily decision to trust in God’s ways. Rom. 15:13

What a blessing and comforting feeling to be in the presence of 1500 other youth-workers who desire to walk with Jesus Christ and bring kids closer to Him as a result! It truly was a refreshing evening!

That’s it for today. I’m going to lay down in a bath tub of hot water and try to get rid of a headache that I’ve had for hours!

17 March 2006

Youth ministry basics

As I chew on the meaty topic of boiling down training for youth ministry into bite-size, trainable, transferable chunks, I realize that ministry as a whole is so life-encompassing that it is almost impossible to create a system to train people for ministry.

I think of Jesus’ approach in training His disciples and marvel that we, today, think that in one seminar -- or series of seminars -- we can “train” people to “do” ministry in a way that is sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit and effective in the Kingdom of God. After all, it took Jesus 3 years of constant teaching, training & direction to prepare 12 guys (11 effectually) for ministry -- maybe I should say that Jesus chose to take 3 years to invest in the lives of these guys.

Even then, the question is whether or not they were completely prepared for ministry. Yes and no. But I’m digressing from my muse here...

Yet, I have been given a desire by the Lord to establish a network of trained volunteer youth-workers in Slovakia over the next 4 years. Is that possible? Is it realistic?

My knee jerk reaction to that vision is to package a training program that can be delivered individually via one-on-one meetings in which I can divest my knowledge to the other individual. That even sounds so arrogant. As if I am the “answer man”, the youth ministry “guru” and from that posture I recoil. I do have experience. I do have training. I do have vision and desire and hope and love and so much more that is crucial to a healthy believer doing/creating/running a healthy ministry.

The real question with which I’m struggling is the “how-to” question. How do I come alongside volunteer youth workers to encourage, equip, mentor, and, yes, train. Even before all of this takes place, how do I befriend all/any of these wonderful workers in the Kingdom? How do I earn the right to become one who mentors, equips, leads and trains?

I recognize that my time “in country” has already paved the way for much of this to occur, but in this day and age and with this generation, relationships are even more foundational and crucial to effective ministry -- let alone mentoring, equipping and training.

I thank God that He has the details all mapped out and as I walk with Him, He’ll reveal them as I need them. Still, I’m open to hearing from other children of His...

09 March 2006

6 steps forward, 3 steps back!

It’s a good thing I didn’t write this yesterday. I would have been very depressing in sound and “flavor.” Let me explain why.

When we returned from Slovakia, we had a goal of raising a certain amount of monthly support. This amount would cover the normal attrition of support over the past 4 years, voluntary salary cuts, loss of buying power due to a weakened dollar and the weakening exchange rates from the dollar to Slovak crown. (That has been figured to come out to a 70% loss in buying power over those 4 years!!!)

As of this date, we had raised almost 60% of that monthly amount in pledges. These pledges have come from adding new churches to our financial support list and adding new individual supporters as well as receiving increases from current (and very faithful) supporters.

Greater Europe Mission reviews the support needs of their missionaries annually. That was completed recently and they informed us that, due to a number of factors, we (my family and I) need to raise another chunk of monthly support. That support equals 75% of the amount that we have already raised since our return from Slovakia last summer.

All told, the final number that we need to raise is 70% of the new support amount. That means that what we have raised to date is not 60% towards our goal, but 30%.

Well, if it were not for my relationship with the Lord Jesus and the calling to missions and ministry, I would give up! However, I am as committed to this now as I was when we were appointed by Greater Europe Mission in 1992 to go to Eastern Europe.

So, join with us as we attack the goal of raising over $1000/month in just over 3 months! It’s an incredible goal, but God is faithful, gracious and generous. Stay tuned for updates!